I’m mad at you God.
I wanted it all to be perfect
A loving husband and good kids
That did what I expected
Now look at what You’ve done!
Did I not follow where You led?
Did I not listen?
What happened to the plans
That I concocted?
What are You doing?
It hurts to be a mother
With all my parent wishes.
I’ve tried to do Your will
I’ve tried to teach them
How can they banish You ?
I’ve still no answers
To my anguished pleas
When will they see?
When will they hear?
God please answer me!
I look up for Your face
Can’t see for tears
Feel nothing now but love
In my pain, You take me in Your arms
And say I love you. Isn’t that enough?”



