Tonight – rest

Tonight I was together with some friends.  We just sat and shared some deep stuff.  I feel a bit like I’ve just been to a hospital – but his was a nice place and a place that tonight was full of healing for me. 

I guess it hurts a bit to really tell others what it is that hurts – to uncover the layers of calluses that you have been using as protection.  I’m tired of pretending that all is great and healthy when it is not. Tonight it was as if the friends were there administering the healing stuff that comes from the great physician himself.  When it’s laid bare really good healing stuff can be poured on it and it feels good – so good. 

Tonight I feel like I will sleep well.