Monthly Archives: June 2007

Today is the day

Today is the day the cupboards are really supposed to be installed.  Tomorrow the countertop people come up from Saskatoon with the countertops.

Those cupboards had better go in today!  I don’t know how many more false cupboard installs I can take.  I know it was not anyone’s fault – just the delays caused by a busy construction season.  But two months is a long time to be without a kitchen.

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Composing

Just trying my hand at something that might work as a song.  I have a tune in my head.  Maybe I will try some composing too.
 
 
O, Lord
You’ll always be
A mystery to me.
A God of power and might
Protecting me,
And with your Mother’s arms
You carry me.
When I am lost
I will be found in you.
 
O, Jesus
Teacher, friend            
My life’s example be
Your passion for our love
Amazes me.
That you would come to us
In human flesh
And die to buy
Our freedom with your life.
 
Oh Spirit
Come and be
Christ’s living breath in me.
Wisdom of Heav’n, your pow’r
Bestow on me.
Give me a heart of love
Nurture in me
The kind of care
That draws the world to you.
 
Let us return to you
Let us worship you
Transform our lives
Fill us with love
And send us out as light into the world.
 

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Sitting around the fire

Tonight was about sending off a good staff person to a whole new life – becoming a student again.  She will do well.  There is no doubt of that in my mind even if it is tough and a bit scary to go back to school.  So we had a staff barbeque in her honor.  We ate and drank well. 

Then we sat around the firepit and talked. Stories and jokes and talk.  Good times.  Really good times together.  There is something special about sitting around a fire on a cool evening.

And we got to know our newest staff member and her man.  I think it will be good having her as part of the group.

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All in a day

I am sitting here going over the days events.  Lots of stuff happened.  Some fairly significant things, size wise, grad present sort of things. 

Sara has her car.  She took Leo shopping and from there it all sort of happened fast.  She is getting to the point of needing a car, if need is the right word, to get from school to work to soccer,etc.  Now she will need to work to pay for the car, at least the upkeep and the gas and licence.  I think she will find out that cars make you a slave to work.  So, one sort of golden Cavalier is out there somewhere and will come home tonight to sleep here.

I get my vehicle back.  A vehicle for myself that I can use any time I want – or need.  But I think I will keep riding to work at least three days a week.  I can use the exercise and it is only a few minutes away.  I will supplement my riding to work exercise by other regular rides, hopefully another three times a week.  So, tonight I rode up to the church again to practice.

When I got home, Rachelle was here.  She and a friend are taking off to some lake north of here for a couple days of camping.  She is looking fairly pregnant but well.  She says she gets tired so fast.  I think that is to be expected.

Earlier tonight I had a meeting with one of my business partners.  We own property and needed to discuss plans for the future.  So for the second time in one week I had supper at Amy’s.  The Tilapia was superbe but I still did not get my cheesecake.  I think maybe I need to just go for the cheesecake – no other food to kill my appetite beforehand.  The cheesecake needs its own place – it is so good that to tack it onto the end of an already filling meal is just not right.

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Sleep heals

I think that getting the extra sleep last night really paid off.  I felt a lot better today.  So here it is 10:30 pm already and I was going to get lots of sleep tonight too – but time has flown and so there go my good plans to be in bed by 9:30. 

Tonight I did manage to get in a bike ride.  Rode up the bit of hill to the church where I spent about an hour practicing my bass – still stored there till our house renovation is finished. 

And good news on our kitchen – the cupboards should be in on Friday and the countertops then can be installed early next week.  David is up this weekend to work some more on the baseboards and stuff.  So i am thinking that by next weekend I may be moving back in.  I am so ready for things to get back to normal around here. 

And I am heading off to bed trying to get some more of that healing sleep.

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Not Again!

For the past two months I seem to have had a new cold just about every two weeks.  I will get over one – just – and there is another one beginning.

This morning when I woke up I thought I was fine.  
A bit tired maybe, but otherwise no sign of a cold.

Then I got to work and had a scratchy throat; had a coughing fit that I had to leave a patient for and tonight I feel fairy lousy. 

I think I need to go to bed and get some rest.

At least since I had supper at Amy’s tonight – with Leo since he had a free supper as sort of an afterparty for the accreditation the group from the health district did this afternoon  – I do not have to haul a tub of dirty dishes up to our bathroom to wash them.

And my new countertops are ready to be installed.  Now I need the cabinets to install them on.  Always waiting for something it seems.  Everything is being held up by the cabinet doors.  But surely it can’t take too much longer.  Please. 

I am getting tired of this sort of pseudocamping.

I do need some sleep.  Goodnight.

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Showings by Julian of Norwich

I read the short text of Julian’s Showings as part of my study for the spiritual direction course I am enrolled in.  Now I have returned to this book to read the long text and am enjoying it much more.

There are times when my reading takes me places that I did not anticipate – mental places; spiritual places. Reading the long text of Julian of Norwich has done that to me. I suppose I should expect to encounter God in new ways when I take the time to sit with this kind of a text but I had already read the short text and it did not have the same effect on me. Maybe it is the detail she relates in the long text that took me farther into her own experience with God, allowing me to see some of what she saw. Not that I have visions as she did but through her revelations God also is revealing new things about himself to me. 
 
At one point she relates how God appeared to her and revealed that his suffering for our salvation brings great bliss to him. She said:
For we are his bliss, because he endlessly delights in us; and so with his grace shall we delight in him…
 
And this was shown to me when he said: If you are well satisfied, I am well satisfied; it was as if he had said: This is joy and delight enough for me, and I ask nothing else from you for my labour but that I may satisfy you.
 
And in this he brought to my mind the qualities of a cheerful giver. Always a cheerful giver pays only little attention to the thing which he is giving, but all his desire and all his intention is to please and comfort the one to whom he is giving it. And if the receiver accept the gift gladly and gratefully, then the courteous giver counts as nothing all his expense and labour, because of the joy and the delight that he has because he has pleased and comforted the one whom he loves. P.219-220
 
I think it was the thought of God saying to her (and to me as well) that if she was satisfied with what he had done to win her salvation, then he was satisfied; that our acceptance of his gift brings God great bliss, that I connected with at a deep level. This is a level deeper than my intellectual understanding of what the death of Christ bought for us. In fact I have a hard time understanding all the theology around the doctrine of the atonement. For me this was at the level of experience where I simply became aware of and felt the love of God profoundly.
 
 

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Talking to Rachelle

I was talking to Rachelle on the phone tonight.  This hot weather has kind of gotten her down.  It is hard to be pregnant in a house that feels very hot.  It is harder to go to work in a care home where they keep the temperature up to keep the older folk comfortable.  So she goes, works and gets such terrible headaches that she then miss a day of work.  Since she has used up her sick days then it becomes a concern for her income.  
 
Such are the joys of a pregnant woman.  
 
Just remember, only 3 ½  months to go.  
 
Take care of yourself,  Rachelle.

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