Category Archives: Day to Day

Overheard in my office

A patient brought it to our attention that maybe his upper denture needed relining.  The reason – He stated that he was a “preacher of the Gospel”  and that if he was preaching for about 45 minutes he sometimes would cough and they would come loose. 

In the back of my mind I am thinking – ahhh – God has his ways of getting a preacher to shut up.  Should I interfere with that?

2 Comments

Filed under Day to Day, Dental

Today

Slipping in some work on this weeks sermon in between cases today.  This week has come so quickly and I have been so busy the last few weeks that it seems as if time has simply vanished.

Today has been good though.  I was really tired yesterday.  I do have a quiz due in Greek but I think I can do it either tonight or tomorrow.  Then I will take a bit of a break from that subject over the holidays – just will need to review the vocabulary from time to time so it doesn’t disappear from my memory.

Today has also been cold and has felt really cold and wintery all day.  I just heard the radio folks say it is -21 with the windchill.  I think this is about as cold as it has gotten so far this winter.

Tonight, Rachelle and Ronin should arrive in Saskatoon.  They will visit a friend there tonight and then come up her tomorrow evening.  I can hardly wait to see Ronin – it has been almost 4 months since they moved to Toronto.

Comments Off on Today

Filed under Day to Day, grandchildren, Travels

A good party

You can tell I am a real party animal when the best one of Leo’s work Christmas party ever occurred last night – it was the best because I spent most of the evening in some good conversation. (Speaking in loud voices over the band and listening as best I could with my ears strained open)

I was introduced to a guy a bit younger than me who is in the Diaconate program of study at Luther Seminary in Saskatoon.  He is contemplating continuing on for an MDiv degree too and for many of the same reasons that I want to do this.  He finds that in his ministry of caring for people and in developing relationships with them that there are many times when he wants to be able to minister to them with the sacraments but can’t – has to suddenly find an ordained minister who can assist, who pops in to give communion but has no relationship developed with the person.  He feels strongly that giving communion to another is so wrapped up in the relationship between people that this is something he needs to be able to do without having to call another – a stranger – in.

So we talked about this, about what led us to this step, about our children and where they are in the journey towards faith and about things we have learned on our own pathways in the past few years. 

Good conversation makes for a good party.  I think. 

Comments Off on A good party

Filed under Christmas, Day to Day, Studying

Oh No – Oh Yes!

The chocolates have started to arrive at the office.  Three boxes yesterday. 

Chocolate is one of my Big weaknesses.  Good chocolate just melts in one’s mouth – and slides right down to the hips.

I predict some heavy duty dieting once the holiday season is over.  I have very little faith in self control.  I fall victim to me impulses most every time I pass the boxes sitting there on top of the file cabinet.

3 Comments

Filed under Christmas, Day to Day

Steps in a process

Last night I sat with a committee of friends from my church talking of my gifts and calling to ministry.  Its part of the required references needed to apply to seminary.  To North Park at least.  North Park seems a very thorough way to check out people who apply.  I suppose it helps the committee at the other end to know who will make good candidates for the program of studies and for the end result of developing pastors. 

It is hard to sit and make a list of gifts I have for ministry.  Maybe it is just my nature but I am more likely to be aware of my failings, my areas of non-giftedness, than my gifts.  It seems weird to be saying,”I am good at…, I am gifted at…”  And then add into the equation that these are not just my personal gifts but the gifts that I believe are going to help me to minister to people in a semi-official sort of way on behalf of a church or organization. 

So, that is what I was doing last night.  Then I left it in their hands to discuss what they see in me, to recommend me – or not.  They already know me pretty well so I don’t suppose I threw them too many surprises.

The experience of sharing what I have learned about myself over the past years and throughout my life was good.  It is fairly intense and exhilarating to share my personal story.  I don’t get to sit and talk about these things – about how God has moved in my life to get me to where I am now – with very many people.  Most would just think I am weirdly “religious” and not grasp or understand the deep relationship with God that has developed over my life time.  The friends I sat and talked last night, know God too, even though each of us has a uniqueness in our own relationships with him.

So here we go.  One more step in the process of applying to seminary checked off.  My forms are ready to send off.  I’d better get down to more study on the Greek.  There is the plain old hard work of studying to face.

1 Comment

Filed under church, Day to Day, Studying

Later

Coffee at 4 today. At the Bison again.

Paul and Verena are back from their vacation in Uruguay and looking browner. Laura is looking rounder as a young beautiful pregnant woman tends to look.

The coffee is as good as ever.

Last week while I was out grocery shopping, I almost literally ran into a friend who works with Leo. She and I arranged to get together for coffee today and brought along two other of her co-workers and friends. She seems to be fascinated by the fact that I am planning to go back to school to get my MDiv. Maybe I would be too if I met someone doing this but it does not seem so “romantic” or “fascinating” when I am in the thick of it and it is mostly a steady keep at it, keep refreshing the memory bunch of hard work.

The women I met today are friends first of all because I met them through Leo. They work with him – his harem – or so they call themselves. Yeah and it all has to do with sex. They run the sexually transmitted diseases clinic, HIV programs, Hep C clinics and needle exchange programs. We’ve mostly been to their places for meals and to sit around and talk. One is a bit of a gourmet cook and I am most certainly not.

She also snowshoes and so do I. A very little bit. And I am so badly out of shape that her idea of getting together on a regular basis to snowshoe puts fear into my little pitter pattering heart. I mean, my heart has been known to do the pitter patter flippy floppy thing. I hope she is up on her CPR. Maybe I should carry a defibrillator with me. Or maybe I should just work at getting into shape.

Maybe I should be up there on the exercise bike rather than here at the computer. Maybe I will.

Later.

Comments Off on Later

Filed under Day to Day

Losing it I think.

If I were an angry an impulsive person, I would take that stupid phone that is set on alarm and that I can’t figure out how to turn off and smash it on my hard ceramic tile floor.

It is not my phone.  This is not the first time the problem has occurred.  The problem has even been discussed!

Patience and self-control where are you?

This has not been a good week for my good qualities to shine. 

But the phone still exists so I have some self control left.  I think.  Unless it rings one more time.

3 Comments

Filed under Day to Day

When I get tired

… I get very critical and cynical.  I can almost stand outside of myself and watch my heart grow icicles and sharp points that no one wants to get too close to.  I don’t even want to get close.

I recognize this happening to me this week.  I am very tired.  I think my sinuses are also beginning to act up which is not pleasant to consider – or feel. 

And tonight at practice, I was just not really into doing music.  I hung in there but …

I will post something again when I’ve had some sleep; when I’ve maybe caught up a little.  Hopefully.

5 Comments

Filed under Day to Day, Dealing with stuff

Looking forward to work

Today has been one of those very full days.  Got to church earlier than usual to get the coffee on, practiced, worshiped God, led the youth class, cleaned up the coffee stuff and headed home.

Today I lunched alone.  Leo headed off to the office to put in a few hours there – he’s a workaholic you know.

But part of the reason was that I had to leave pretty quickly to do my part for the orchestra.  We were playing at the Festival of Trees which is a big fundraiser for the local hospital.  So, I got there in time.  Had to carry my bass across a busy street since there was no parking close.  There are times when I regret having such a large instrument.  This was one of them.

I also regret being the only bass in the orchestra.  You have no idea how much difference another bass player would make.  There would definitely be air bowing moments.  There were a few non-bass moments as it was – no one to cover my mistakes.  I figure silence is better than a horrible clash of sounds.

By the time I got my instrument back into my car I was tired.  And there was still the meeting with the Livingstones which I wanted to go to.

So tomorrow when all I have to do is work is going to seem quite relaxing I think.

Comments Off on Looking forward to work

Filed under Day to Day

Maybe I should just go to bed

I guess this is just one of those weeks  that seems endless and terribly busy.  It’s Wednesday already so half the work week is gone.

Before I know it Christmas will be here and I am in no way ready for that big event.  It is a  big family event and it is good but for some reason it makes me feel tired this year.  I am very glad  that Rachelle is coming home for a few weeks.  I hope she will help  me make some goodies, decorate the tree and help make the tourtiere. 

I am on call this week too so maybe that is part of the busyness at work.  There have been a lot of emergencies added to our regular schedule.  Emergencies are always such an unknown.  There is always a certain amount of paperwork so if they are late at all, some of the appointment time is gone.  Then I have to figure out what their emergency is.  Sometimes it is not an emergency at all but some vague pain in the tooth stimulated their brains to equate any sort of discomfort with toothache and thus to the patient it is an emergency.  Therefore, being a diligent dentist with diligent staff, they are fit into the schedule – somewhere. 

Add to that a weekend  that had no breaks for me, a council meeting last night, trying to meet a deadline that I set for my next quiz in Greek in order to keep up and meet my goal of when I want to complete the course, too many late nights combined with waking up too often in the middle of the night or too early in the morning – and I am becoming so very tired. 

Oh, yeah, and I am trying to practice hard at the Christmas carols the orchestra is playing for our local Festival of Trees. 

I guess my tiredness is well earned. 

 

Maybe I should just go to bed.

1 Comment

Filed under Christmas, Day to Day, Dental