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The luxury of extra time

By yesterday afternoon I knew that I had a big cancellation this morning.  My staff tried their darndest but – well, it remained an empty slot in the schedule.  So instead of stressing about sitting in the office with no patient, I decided to use this time to start packing for our trip to Mexico on Thursday.

So, I am still at home at the late hour of 9 am!  And I am mostly packed except that somehow I have misplaced my bathing suit.  It was used last at the cabin over the  Christmas break to go hot tubbing – and not by me – so it is around somewhere.

The weather in Tijuana is supposed to be warm – about 20C and for us northerners that is warm enough to sit by the pool.

Leo has been anticipating this trip for over 6 months.  Lap band surgery will be done and he will spend time with the doctor there picking up some skills on filling these bands for others from these parts that have had this procedure in the past – and future.

I will lug along my laptop and books and get work done on the essay that is due shortly for my course.  To me that will also be relaxing – a bit at least.  Reading  is one of my favorite ways to relax.  Writing essays ranks a bit lower on the pleasure scale.

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Glad it is Friday

Here I am, catching my breath between a molar root canal and a wisdom tooth extraction.  The next patient is waiting to feel less anxious – thanks to medication.

I am glad that it is Friday.  And thinking that some medication would be in order for the headache which I have just given myself time to notice.  Maybe I have drunk too much coffee this morning already.

Have to squeeze a visit up to the hospital into my already full schedule today too – a sweet little girl awaits a feeding obturator.

And now, back up to work!

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Getting ready

So, Leo is in the lead up time to his surgery next Friday.  This morning he went to get his lab work done so I was told last night not to bother bringing him a cup of coffee in the morning.

I remembered that I did not need to be sure he was up early but forgot about the coffee.  One nice cup of coffee down the drain.

And if you are curious this is what he will be having done.    Not in Toronto though.  We are off to a special centre in Mexico.

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Winter Storm

We are in the midst of another winter storm. This one is bringing plenty of snow and very cold, cold freezing temperatures. With the wind chill it will be about – 54 C tonight.

That is about as cold as I need as a reminder of the “good old days” of my youth when it seemed as if these temperatures were more common. Maybe that is just because in those days I walked to school – both to high school and up to university. I can still remember the wind coming around the arts building like in a wind tunnel and walking against it the last part of the way to class.

Anyway, with all the snow our snow blower is going to begin to earn its keep tonight. I wonder how frozen I will get running it – or if Massa will die of hypothermia in my place.

I wonder how much Massa must miss the Congo on days like this. He will need hot tea or soup tonight!

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UPDATE

Yep, I got home and Massa was already there running the snow blower, the driveway almost cleared. Then without coming in to warm up he shovelled the areas the snow blower could not reach and cleared off the front deck. From spending his Janurarys at +30 C to -30 C in two years. And he hardly ever complains.

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I hate conflict

Some days I go looking to God for a lot; mostly solutions to some of the stresses in my life.  This morning, I sat talking to God before the worship service.  I was simply asking for some solutions to things I do not know how to handle.  Some things are clearly beyond my ability and – well, I need help.  I was not looking for some miraculous easy answers but I knew that I could not shoulder all the problems I was running into on my own. 

I said, “God, I need to hear something from you this morning.  I need to learn something that will help me handle the tough parts of my life right now.”

And then we gathered to worship and listen. 

During the worship time I was reminded of how much I enjoy the music and the prayers we lift up to God.  We draw together and we draw closer to God.  As part of the worship team it feels good to lead the people into God’s presence. 

This morning I was also listening to try and make sense of some things I am trying to deal with.  What I heard was helpful – God reminded me that he was the source of my help.  That he would be with me through whatever and that if I could just trust him I’d be spared the agony of a lot of worry about my own abilities to correct all the problems around me. 

After the service was done a couple of us sat and talked about a particular situation and sorted out some things to do with that.  Got rid of a lot of frustrations and began to understand that particular situation more clearly.  I left realizing that all would work out.

Ahh, if only the day would have ended there!

But no, I returned home to deal with another situation full of conflict and misunderstandings.  This one we sort of battled our way through till both wounded, we realized we needed to stop and bind up each others wounds.  That is nicer than the fighting part.

I guess a mother of many children can expect some conflict with them – especially when we are under the same roof, in each others space.  I hate conflict, and yet it seems to erupt around me.

Thankfully, we are half way through the day.  Most of the people here have just left for the cinema.  This little space of peace and quiet is a gift to me.  Working through conflict drains the energy from me.

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Off I go

I’m driving down to Saskatoon for the day – a CE course of Medical Emergencies by the guy who wrote the book on them. Should be good.

And then I get to spend the night with grandkids (and my own kids too of course).

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So, my heart was acting up.

An incident like this gives one a new perspective, although I know that this was not one of those life threatening events. Just the same, it made me think. It was after all my heart, not some part that I could dispose of easily.

And, although my mom did not die of heart disease, it seems as if she did have evidence of an old infarct at autopsy. A small infarct at some time I guess. She was only two years older than me when she passed away, although it was from an aneurysm and totally unexpected.

So, on the way up to the hospital I thought about the unpredictability of life. How it is important to live life fully while one has it; to enjoy each day as a gift from God; to appreciate the people God put into my life to love – my kids and my grandkids, my family and friends.

I guess it is a good thing to reflect on the things of great value in life from time to time. Maybe I should learn how to do that without the heart flutters – it would save the people around me some worry.

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Beep ____ beep, beep beep

That was an interesting way to start a morning. Not highly recommended but definitely different than my typical Sunday morning.

I woke up this morning around 4 feeling a bit weird. My heart was fluttering around without its usual regular rhythm. I lay there for a bit expecting things to settle back into a regular rhythm but after I hadI waited lying there for about 30 minutes, it was still fluttering away.

I nudged Leo and he reached over and took my pulse. Yeah, I had some extra beats. He turned over and went back to sleep.

Well, I wasn’t getting much sleep so I got up to make the morning coffee since I was awake anyway. Having made that decision I decided that maybe tea would be healthier so I made both and sat down for quiet cup. Heart is still racing away. It is hard to relax when ones heart is not beating a regular rhythm and especially as it seems to be getting no better and maybe a tad worse.

By the time I went upstairs with a cup of coffee for Leo, I was feeling very light headed and a bit breathless. Leo checked me again and then said, “I will take a quick shower and then we are going up to the hospital.” When Leo comes out with a suggestion like that, I take him seriously. I really am not feeling well.

By the time we got up to the hospital of course my heart had settled back into its regular pattern. Not a blip out of place. But I have something or other that has moved to the left or right or somewhere on the EKG and I get lots of questions about did I ever have chest pain. Women can have silent heart attacks but I sure do not remember any particular pain or other symptoms that would seem to indicate that. My O2 saturation was low so they put me on Oxygen for a bit, did a few tests that all came back OK and then let me go home. I will probably have to wear a monitor to check the old ticker out more but for now all seems well – just a bit tired.

So here’s to the afternoon nap!

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My Day

Today was just one of those days – nothing special.  Just routine.

Get up (slowly) eat, go for groceries.  Deliver the coffee cups to the church.  Put away groceries at home.

Clean off all the counter tops in the kitchen so I could take pictures at the request of the people who made and installed them.  ( looks rather nice in the kitchen with uncluttered counter tops.

Practice.  I can now play the Brandenberg Concerto No. 3 page 1 in less than 30 minutes.  Gee, I could perform an hour concert with less than three pages of music!

And then reading.  I have lots of reading to do for my paper.  And it is not always easy to read this stuff without falling asleep.  So I did that too for awhile.

Made supper, went up to the hospital to visit a friend.

Didn’t do much else and soon it is time to end the day.

I wish more of my days passed at this pace.

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Around our house

New around our house – Leo is on a low/no carb diet in order to get ready for lap band surgery.  He is doing so well that I may try it too.  I could stand to lose a few pounds.  Leo is following the South Beach diet.  The purpose is to shrink his liver so that the surgery will be easier.  He also stands to lose about 20 pounds in the process.

 Yesterday I traveled to Saskatoon for an appointment with my spiritual direction supervisor.  It was a good meeting.

I also used the opportunity to spend time with three of my kids there.  Patrick and Amanda and I went to lunch at Moxies.  Wow, have they redone their decor since I was there last.  Very posh.

Then to a very unposh but utilitarian recording studio to see Christian.  He is drumming for Josh Palmer and they are recording a disc.  They got a grant or something so they are working with a professional recording person and have been able to upgrade some of their equipment.  It was fun to listen in.  I was in the sound booth.  What an incredible mixer!

Then off to see Rachelle and Ronin.  Asen was studying at his place.  Took Rachelle out for an early supper.  By that time I could feel my cold begining to make my head ache and my eyes water.  Went to her place and crashed on her bed for an hour before driving home.

The ride home was god.  The roads were pretty clear.  The sky was also clear and out there in the middle of nowher, away from the city lights, they sparkled beautifully in the sky.  My headlights were so dim though that I had to get out and wash road gunk off them to see my way home.

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