Looking out my window, it is grey with rain. The seagulls lift off in one huge flock as someone jogs down the path through the park across the street by the river. Fall is coming quickly.
Our summers pass by with such speed. I prefer the temperatures and colours that autumn brings but it seems that summer changes into autumn too, too fast. One forgets quickly the 30 plus degrees of the hot days and nights. Now there are quilts to be snuggled under and a fire to be lit. There is a certain cozy pleasure in this.
Living for a time in the tropics where the variation in seasons consisted of a few degrees and a few minutes change in the heat and length of the days created in me a longing for the seasons of the northern hemishere that I grew up with. I am a person most at home with the changing of the seasons. Each one brings its own pleasures but it is the period of change between them that I love most. I am full of anticipation of the next seasons best days that will be mine to enjoy just ahead.
Quickly forgotten are the long hot days when I wished for air conditioning and still far away are the cold dark nights of winter with the bitter cold that numbs to the bone.
So come autumn! I wait for the calls of the geese as they gather on the river and fill the evening skies over my home. I wait for those first crisp days after a nighttime frost when the clear blue sky seems to have a certain sharpness to it. And I wait for the turning of the greens of summer to the bright golds, oranges and browns of the fall.




Each season brings its own colors, its own memories… fall to me, is a time of loss, a time of death…can’t say I like it much. Even the smell of the leaves and the sound of their crunching underfoot, reminds me of standing next to my brother Dale’s grave site, watching my best friend leave me behind…… so, I will watch and wait for the clean, white chill of winter and try desparately not to “waste” my days of autumn with silent thoughts of yesterdays…..perhaps if I hang with you long enough, Linea, those thoughts will change…….